Current Update-Sorry Guys.

Hey guys, to those of you who read this blog I'm sorry.  My anxiety is so out of whack lately I'm not sure if I can blog about it for a while.  I've got a lot of things going on right now, and I'm trying to fight with myself on all of them.  It's hard, and sometimes I think I'm one of the most messed up people in the world, but somehow; beit loving friends and family or some strength I don't know I have...I get through the rough patches.  Today was one, and it'll be awhile before I'm ready to write.  Thank you for being patient.