Current Update-Sorry Guys.

Hey guys, to those of you who read this blog I'm sorry.  My anxiety is so out of whack lately I'm not sure if I can blog about it for a while.  I've got a lot of things going on right now, and I'm trying to fight with myself on all of them.  It's hard, and sometimes I think I'm one of the most messed up people in the world, but somehow; beit loving friends and family or some strength I don't know I have...I get through the rough patches.  Today was one, and it'll be awhile before I'm ready to write.  Thank you for being patient. 

Intermission

Hey guys this isn't an official post or anything, but I checked this morning and realized I'm close to 100 views.  Now I know this may not seem like a lot, but to me it means so much.  Thank you to anyone who has been reading this blog.  It just started out as a way to try and release all of the stuff I went through, but now I know that people are reading it and it just makes me feel amazing.  I hope I am helping anyone who is going through this and if you are, please shoot me a message I'd love to hear from you.  Thank you again for anyone who is reading.  
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